

Ever feel like you are working against a much larger force than yourself? I do, most of the time. I consistently feel like I am trudging through the mud of my dreams, when it could just as easily be sand that falls away. I guess I should count my lucky stars that I have made it this far. It's still not good enough for me though.

I am composed of everything and I attract whatever I feel inside of me. Well, that's terrifying as a concept because my mind is not as disciplined as a Buddhist Monk's mind-state would be, so I just be attracting everything good and bad into my life. At least I do not play the victim card as much any more. "Why is this happening to me??" No, that's over and done with and I accept responsibility for the bullshit in my own life.
